Diary Of A Hollywood Refugee

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Old Habits Die Hard



" I yearn for blind devotion - unthinking, unwavering - a cause,
a thing, a principle worthy of absolute loyalty.
A truth self-medicating, a love unabating, something - anything - to which I relinquish all personal responsibility.
Semper Fi, 'til Death Do Us Part, In Nomine Patris, Let's Go Mets.
To the true believers, the lucky few, of thee I sing.

Mary Shannon, US Marshall
In Plain Sight



Thought I shook myself free
You see I bounce back quicker than most
But I’m half delirious, It's too mysterious
You walk through my walls like a ghost
And I take everyday at a time
I’m as proud as a Lion in his Lair
Now there’s no denying it, a note to crying it
You're all tangled up in my head

Old habits die hard
Old soldiers just fade away
Old habits die hard
Harder than November rain
Old habits die hard
Old soldiers just fade away
Old habits die hard
Hard enough to feel the pain


Sunday, June 14, 2009

KABOOM! Happiness Is Diggity!

KABOOM is KABACK....... kinda!

In his own words:
After the Washington Post article ran about Kaboom, I signed with Wm Clark Associates, a literary agency based out of New York. A few months after that, I signed a book deal with Da Capo Press, and the print version of Kaboom should be out in late 2009 or early 2010.

Kaboom was one of my fave milblogs . Written by Lt. Matt Gallagher ( Lt.G) during his deployment to Iraq from 2007-2008, it chronicled the day to day challenges and dangers faced by his platoon, a Stryker unit named "Gravediggers".

Lt. G's narratives were poetic, evocative, entertaining, frightening, infuriating and thought provoking - but never an indictment of the war.

First Impressions
Machine gun fire crackled in the distance as I sat down to type this. Fitting, in that “for real, dude?” kind of way. Yes, for real. Dude. Machine guns. And not the ones that fire blanks.

Here are a few additional, often unrelated, thoughts, after my first day spent in the combat zone of Iraq.

-- I’m not sure what this means in the larger socio-political sense, so I’ll just state the facts: Baghdad International Airport, the place that served as the epical climax of Third Infantry Division’s Thunder Run in 2003, and the place where SFC Smith earned a Medal of Honor in that same year, now has Subway and Pizza Hut. Take that however you see fit.

My platoon and I cannot get out to our combat outpost quickly enough. Even with the perks of the nigh-2008 Iraq War, the FOB is still bursting with Brass, 2-hour meetings that last 1-hour-and-45-minutes too long, mind-numbing regulations, and Fobbits. (See updated military terminology.) I’m not saying there’s not a place in the Army for those things, I’m just saying that that place isn’t where the Gravediggers want to be.


Kaboom had garnered a large following - tens of thousands of hits weekly- when in June 2008 it was abruptly and unnecessarily shut down by the Army brass over a post dated May 28, 2008 - "The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide Is Press Coverage " - which had not been vetted by a supervisor.

A Tactical Pause
Due to a rash posting on my part, and decisions made above my pay-grade, I have been ordered to stop posting on Kaboom, effective immediately. Though I committed no OPSEC violations, due to a series of extenuating circumstances I did not go through the normal vetting channels. It’s totally on me, as it was too much unfiltered truth. I’m a soldier first, and orders are orders. So it is.

"To much unfiltered truth" yet "no OPSEC violations." While I don't know this to be true, I suspect that Kaboom was likely shut down by the supercilious Officer whose ego had been bruised by a somewhat unflattering, albeit very honest, portrayal of himself in that dispatch of May 28th.

A year ago, I was saddened and angered by the silencing of Kaboom the blog.
One year later, I eagerly await the release of Kaboom the book.
Lt. G's voice is no longer silenced. And American's will be wiser for having listened to it.
I'm excited and very happy.

Whaddya know!! Lt. G is right!! Happiness is Diggity!!!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Don't Tear Me Down - Widget




Don't let the ACLU succeed with yet again in attacking & denigrating our Veterans.
Please Sign The Petition.
Help Save the Mojave Desert Memorial Cross which honors WW1 Vets who paid the ultimate price.
FREEDOM IS NEVER FREE.

Monday, June 08, 2009

The Devil Looks After Himself

In observing President Obama these past few weeks --- from his all out war against the intelligence and military communities; to his date night in NYC meant to honor a promise to his wife made during the campaign but fulfilled when everyday Americans are losing their jobs, their homes, their dealerships, their shops, their companies; to his impromptu hamburger runs surprising his adoring fans; to his speech in Cairo, which served NOT to eradicate the darkest tyrannical forces in the Islamic world, but instead sold out the west by advancing the false meme of Arab victimization at the hands of outsiders; and to his visit to Normandy to commemorate the heroes of D-Day, a traditionally somber & dignified occasion which turned into yet another ego boosting event replete with adoring masses clamoring to shake his hand, take his photo, and just "BE" in his presence --- I am reminded of a Hollywood power player who I worked for at the time.

Replete with adoring fans who constantly clamored to shake his hand, take his photo, and just "BE" in his presence; surrounded by an entourage & pussy posse who shadowed him constantly; his effusive charm and unbridled charisma effectively concealed the darkness that lay within him. He was, at his core, sinister.

A man who had willingly made a Faustian agreement; selling his soul to the Devil in exchange for all the accouterments of power.

While attending an event where this power player was holding court and basking in his own celebrity, I watched him, yet again, easily seduce a room full of people convinced of their own moral fortitude and deep intellect while worshipping at the alter of personality.

As the bartender passed me the iced tea I had moments earlier asked for, he looked at me intently and whispered a prescient warning that sent a chill running through me.

" Remember, chica, El diablo se ocupa de él mismo. The devil looks after himself"




Must Read:

Obama The Humble
The Cairo Disaster

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Pink Stilettos

I am sooooo crushing on these fab shoes! Photobucket

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Gary Sinise:" I Love This Country"

In a wide-ranging interview with reporters and editors at The Washington Times, Mr. Sinise touched on the damage caused by the Abu Ghraib prison scandal, his work for veterans organizations and his political aspirations.

On Veterans
Actor Gary Sinise, an advocate for American troops, urged the government and private sector on Memorial Day to spend more money on disabled veterans and to provide more counseling for those who suffer from post-traumatic stress disorder or become suicidal.

"There are 3 million disabled veterans from World War II until now," he said. "We can never do enough for them in my opinion, but we can always try to do more."

On Abu Ghraib
The military also got a bad rap after the Abu Ghraib prison scandal, he said.

"Fifteen dumbbells at this prison decide to get a little dopey, and they become the face of the military for months," Mr. Sinise said.

"I was in touch with dozens of soldiers and dozens of Marines who are doing great work and doing the right thing over there, yet they weren't getting any attention. And the little girl with the cigarette hanging out of her mouth and the dog leash, she was getting all the press, and it was negative, negative, negative. And I called up my publicist and said, 'Get me on television, I'm going to show some other pictures,' and I went on television ... and I showed pictures of the troops handing out stuffed animals to kids and getting them school supplies and doing all kinds of great things for kids," Mr. Sinise said.


On Political Aspirations
"I have certain issues I'm very passionate about. I love this country, I think it's a great country, and I believe in those who are willing to defend it, and I'm trying to help them and their families," Mr. Sinise said.
"I make a good living right now. I am getting a lot done. How much does Congress get done?" Mr. Sinise said

On "Memorial Day"

He was in the nation's capital this week to serve as honorary marshal in the National Memorial Day Parade and as co-host in the Sunday night concert.

He recalled his first appearance at the concert five years ago.

"I'm an actor, and now all of a sudden I'm rocking out in front of 200,000 people," Mr. Sinise said. "I fell in love with the concert and what it reminds everyone about."

Entire interview & video here

Related:
Green & Glover: Salute For Sinise
Though he explained he has no intention of running for office, partly because "I make a good living right now," Mr. Sinise told us that Mac Taylor, his character on the hit show "CSI: NY," wears his politics on his sleeve.

"He's clearly a Reagan fan," he said, referring to the picture of the late president that hangs on Mac's wall. Mr. Sinise also pointed out that there are pictures of his character shaking hands with former New York Mayor Rudolph W. Giuliani on his desk.

Gary Sinise is a Recipient of the Presidential Citizen Medal
Michael Yon, a Special Forces vet and the pre-eminent war journalist of our time, communicated his admiration in a dispatch from Bahrain: "Gary is a true friend of the American soldier. He does not hesitate to travel into war zones to express his admiration and personal support for those who defend us. He visits wounded soldiers, some of whom I personally know. All love him."
Gary Sinise is the Ex. Producer of 'Brothers At War" Documentary.
An intimate portrait of an American family look at the bonds and service of our soldiers on the frontlines and the profound effects their service has on the loved ones they leave behind.
Gary supports American Veterans Disabled for Life Memorial.
Along with Laura Hildenbrand, he co-founded "Operation Iraqi Children"
"For a lot of celebrities, charitable work equals photo opportunity and nothing more. For Gary, giving of himself, and giving to his country, is what makes life meaningful and joyful. It is perhaps the most essential part of his character, and it is his passion."
He frequently tours his musical group, The Lt. Dan Band, entertaining troops & veterans globally.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Ruminations: Will & Grace

Ruminations from a Jewish theologian:

In order for us to experience love, from God and from each other, we must have the Will to pursue it, and the Grace to receive it.

Monday, May 18, 2009

James Wolcott: Jerk. Jackass. Arrogant Asshat.

The Weekly Standard's Editor, Michael Goldfarb, smacks down Vanity Fair's blowhard Contributing asshat...err Editor, James Wolcott.

Of Jerks and Caricatures

Andrew Breitbart writes a fantastic column today owning up to a misguided but well meaning attempt to confront some anti-war protesters.

The column is very funny, and Breitbart uses his mistake to do some good -- directing people to the group's website at invisiblechildren.com

Meanwhile, Vanity Fair's James Wolcott, confronted by a contrite and self-deprecating conservative, strings together a series of self-righteous and ad hominem attacks culminating in an imaginary scene that has Breitbart getting into a "contretemps" with participants in an AIDS walk. And this in the course of asserting a disconnect between the conservative caricature of liberals and reality.
James Wolcott: Jerk? Jackass? Arrogant Asshat?

Ugly Liberal American is more like it. But why quibble over terminology?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Pro Life. Pro Choice. Pro Truth.

In light of controversy surrounding President Obama's Commencement Speech at Notre Dame - I thought it would be a good time to revisit this piece from 2003 in The Weekly Standard titled "A Moral Majority"

PLANNED PARENTHOOD's former President, Fay Wattleton, conducted a survey in June 2003 for her organization, The Center for the Advancement of Women, which much to her surprise, yielded results few feminists expected back then.

She had commissioned Princeton Survey Research Associates to do a major study on contemporary feminism.

The result was "Progress and Perils: A New Agenda for Women," a 140-page report on women's views on a range of issues, including abortion.

The central finding: Far from wanting abortion as readily available as botox or tattoos, most women oppose the procedure.

As Wattleton wrote in the introduction, "There is significant and growing support for severe restrictions on abortion rights."
Of the 3,329 women surveyed, 51 percent wanted to ban abortion altogether or to limit it to cases of rape, incest, and where the mother's life is endangered. Another 17 percent said the procedure should be available under stricter limits than now apply.

Not only did this report in 2003 CONFIRM then that majority of women were "Pro Life" it also served to undermine three political myths regarding womens views on abortion:

The report classifies women into six groups, based on their attitudes toward women's roles and social status:

On the conservative end are the "traditionalists" and "family first women." In the middle are the "separate-but-equals" and "modern feminists." And on the left are the "movement legacies" and "advocates."


The first myth the study exposes is that soccer moms are pro-choice. Of these groups, the separate-but-equals correspond most closely to soccer moms. Largely white, they are the second-most educated group. Almost all of them think a woman can be a good mother and have a successful career simultaneously. They sound like a typical Democratic constituency.
But 42 percent of them would ban abortion altogether or limit it to the hard cases, while another 21 percent would impose some restrictions on the procedure. Thus almost two-thirds of them support, minimally, some form of restriction on abortion. Only 35 percent said they thought abortion should be widely available.
The second myth the study undermines is that Republicans will lose if they openly oppose abortion.

Of the six groups profiled in "Progress and Perils," four heavily favor greater curbs on the procedure.

And it's not only the traditionalists (69 percent), most of whom are evangelical, and family-firsts (70 percent), most of whom are working class and live in small towns, who feel this way but also the separate-but-equals and the center-left modern feminists (67 percent), many of whom are black and Hispanic and poor.

(...)

The third myth the study calls into doubt is that most women support Roe v. Wade and Doe v. Bolton.

This myth was recently conveyed in the Washington Post by David von Drehle in an article about the Supreme Court's decisions on abortion and civil liberties: "Polls consistently show that the majority of Americans have little appetite for reversing the court's path on social issues." .

Which polls is von Drehle referring to?

It certainly wasn't the poll Wattleton's organization, then called the Center for Gender Equality, took four years ago, which found that 53 percent of women favored outlawing abortion or restricting it to the hard cases--a pre-Roe standard.Nor could von Drehle be referring to the current study, in which 51 percent of women felt the same way. Of course, even Republican pollsters acknowledge the difficulty of overturning Roe and Doe.

The message [of the study] is clear:

In a June 28 story for National Journal, CNN political analyst Bill Schneider, who also serves on the board of advisers for Wattleton's organization, wrote,"For most women today, quality-of-life issues prevail over women's rights. This shift is likely to put liberals at a distinct disadvantage in any fight over a Supreme Court nominee."

Of course, "Progress and Perils" isn't an exact road map for Republicans. It didn't ask respondents about specific abortion curbs, such as parental notification, or whether they support the procedure during the first trimester.

Also, the study makes clear that some feminist principles remain popular. A strong majority of respondents say that the women's movement has helped them (60 percent) and that one need not be a mother to live a complete life (72 percent). Neither of those answers, however, is incompatible with pro-life and Republican positions. On abortion, not only are most women not pro-choice, but their position might be described as, well, Republican.
It came as a shock to Planned Parenthood back in 2003 when the results became known, because they were then, and continue now, to be very low key about discussing that survey, whose results are reflected six years later in today's recent poll:

" More Americans Are Pro Life Than Pro Choice For The First Time"

PRINCETON, NJ -- A new Gallup Poll, conducted May 7-10, finds 51% of Americans calling themselves "pro-life" on the issue of abortion and 42% "pro-choice." This is the first time a majority of U.S. adults have identified themselves as pro-life since Gallup began asking this question in 1995.

The same three abortion questions asked on the Gallup Values and Beliefs survey were included in Gallup Poll Daily tracking from May 12-13, with nearly identical results, including a 50% to 43% pro-life versus pro-choice split on the self-identification question.

Republicans Move to the Right

The source of the shift in abortion views is clear in the Gallup Values and Beliefs survey. The percentage of Republicans (including independents who lean Republican) calling themselves "pro-life" rose by 10 points over the past year, from 60% to 70%, while there has been essentially no change in the views of Democrats and Democratic leaners.

Similarly, by ideology, all of the increase in pro-life sentiment is seen among self-identified conservatives and moderates; the abortion views of political liberals have not changed.

With the first pro-choice president in eight years already making changes to the nation's policies on funding abortion overseas, expressing his support for the Freedom of Choice Act, and moving toward rescinding federal job protections for medical workers who refuse to participate in abortion procedures, Americans -- and, in particular, Republicans -- seem to be taking a step back from the pro-choice position. However, the retreat is evident among political moderates as well as conservatives.


Perhaps now Meghan McCain and her ilk will shut up about the Republican Party needing to become more "moderate".

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Dirty.com: Pres Obama is a homophobe

Ashhat & self-proclaimed arbiteur of all things dirty, Nik Ritchie, should start pointing the finger at himself for being so stupid ---- he calls Carrie Prejan homophobic because she doesn't support Gay Marriage.

TheDirty.com has received exclusive images of the homophobic debutante that would clearly strip her of her Miss California crown.

Well, Nik, President Obama doesn't support gay marriage either.
From The Washington Blade
"Obama supports civil unions rather than same-sex marriage.


Hey Nik let me help you understand how fucking stupid you are.
Both Prejean & the President DO NOT SUPPORT GAY MARRIAGE.
They share the same views!
So Nik, by calling Prejean a homophobe you also, by fiat, accuse the President of being homophobic.

Way To Go, Nik!! You are as dumb as Perez Hilton and also wrong about this pic resulting in stripping her title. There was MORE semi nudity in the bathing competition.

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Paging Perez Hilton!!

“Obama supports civil unions rather than same-sex marriage.”

Carey said she was disappointed that Obama didn’t express greater support when the Iowa Supreme Court granted marriage rights to gay couples in the state in April.

On the day of the court decision, the White House issued a statement that, “Obama supports civil unions rather than same-sex marriage.

H. Alexander Robinson, president of the National Black Justice Coalition, said Obama would “continue to lose points” with him as long as he remains opposed to same-sex marriage.
Paging Perez Hilton!!!
The President HAS ALREADY spoken up!!
Like Carrie Prejean, President Obama is opposed to same-sex marriage.
Waiting for you to "hate on" the President like you have on Prejean.

It appears that "Don't Ask, Don't Tell" isn't about to be repealed anytime soon.

Recent comments from Defense Secretary Robert Gates also suggest that Obama may be moving slowly in working with military leaders to repeal “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell,” which prohibits openly gay people from serving in the U.S. armed forces. The Associated Press reported in April that Gates told the U.S. Army War College that changing the law could take years.

Read the entire piece in The Washington Blade

Related:
Obama Presssed To Engage

But now Mr. Obama — who has said he opposes same-sex marriage as a Christian but describes himself as a “fierce advocate of equality” for gay men and lesbians (..)

And while the president has urged Congress to pass a hate crimes bill, a high priority for gay groups, he has delayed action on one of his key campaign promises, repealing the military’s “don’t ask, don’t tell” rule.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

William Morris & Endeaver Merge

Since movie studios have begun demanding that actors reduce their insanely huge and often undeserved upfront salary guarantees by 50% in exchange for back-end profits if the movie is a hit-- and with fewer movies becoming hits--- this was inevitable.

Talent agencies William Morris, Endeavor merge

LOS ANGELES (AP) — Two of Hollywood's biggest talent agencies have announced plans to merge in a power play that attempts to shift leverage from movie studios and record labels back to artists, actors, writers and directors.

The 111-year-old William Morris Agency said Monday it will join with upstart Endeavor, a 14-year-old agency cofounded by Ari Emanuel, brother to White House chief of staff Rahm Emanuel and the inspiration behind the character Ari Gold on HBO's "Entourage."

The combined entity will be called William Morris Endeavor Entertainment and have revenue in the range of $250 million to $300 million a year. Layoffs are expected, perhaps affecting more than 100 people.

More on the merger here.

  • Don't be surprised if this merger is written into future eppy's of the blisteringly funny, better than ever "Entourage"



Related:

My Life As A "BizBabe"

Monday, April 27, 2009

Be Careful What You Ask For

Nelson Mandela who was imprisoned and undoubtedly tortured on Robben Island, agreed to grant full immunity to the perpetrators of violence who testified at Truth and Reconciliation Commission.

Mandela believed that it was more important to get to the truth than to seek vengeance.

This important truth seems to be lost not only on the very spineless President Obama, but also on the left wing liberals, Hollywood elites & Democrats who line up for photo ops with Nelson Mandela.

In what is becoming the hallmark of typical left wing behavior -hypocrisy- they sing Mandela's praises, claiming him as their hero, yet they refuse to follow his example.

It would seem that while President Obama & Speaker Nancy Pelosi (along with their left wing witch-hunting, Bush bashing, Republican hating, liberal lying ilk, from George Soros to MoveOn.Org,) wants the truth........... in reality, they can't HANDLE the truth!

Security Before Politics

In the fall of 2002, while I was chairman of the House intelligence committee, senior members of Congress were briefed on the CIA's "High Value Terrorist Program," including the development of "enhanced interrogation techniques" and what those techniques were. This was not a one-time briefing but an ongoing subject with lots of back and forth between those members and the briefers.

-- The chairs and the ranking minority members of the House and Senate intelligence committees, known as the Gang of Four, were briefed that the CIA was holding and interrogating high-value terrorists.

-- We understood what the CIA was doing.

-- We gave the CIA our bipartisan support.

-- We gave the CIA funding to carry out its activities.

-- On a bipartisan basis, we asked if the CIA needed more support from Congress to carry out its mission against al-Qaeda.


Congress Knew About The Interrogations

It was not necessary to release details of the enhanced interrogation techniques, because members of Congress from both parties have been fully aware of them since the program began in 2002. We believed it was something that had to be done in the aftermath of the 9/11 terrorist attacks to keep our nation safe. After many long and contentious debates, Congress repeatedly approved and funded this program on a bipartisan basis in both Republican and Democratic Congresses.

Members of Congress calling for an investigation of the enhanced interrogation program should remember that such an investigation can't be a selective review of information, or solely focus on the lawyers who wrote the memos, or the low-level employees who carried out this program.

I have asked Mr. Blair to provide me with a list of the dates, locations and names of all members of Congress who attended briefings on enhanced interrogation techniques.

Since the democrats can't seem to emulate Mandela 's example, then perhaps they should heed this ancient wisdom: Be Careful What You Ask For.

Paging Sean Penn !!!

Fidel no likey President Obama!

The ex-president ( Fidel) had previously expressed admiration for Obama, but this time Castro blasted the new U.S. president for showing signs of "superficiality."

The former Cuban president rejects suggestions that the island should free political prisoners or cut taxes on remittances from the U.S.
Reflections of Fidel: Obama and The Blockade
Journalist Jake: Thank you, Mr. President. You've heard from a lot of Latin America leaders here who want the U.S. to lift the embargo against Cuba. You've said that you think it's an important leverage to not lift it. But in 2004, you did support lifting the embargo. You said, it's failed to provide the source of raising standards of living, it's squeezed the innocent, and it's time for us to acknowledge that this particular policy has failed. I'm wondering, what made you change your mind about the embargo?

THE PRESIDENT: Well, 2004, that seems just eons ago. What was I doing in 2004?

Jake: Running for Senate.

PRESIDENT: …and the fact that you had Raul Castro say he's willing to have his government discuss with ours not just issues of lifting the embargo, but issues of human rights, political prisoners, that's a sign of progress.

According to Sean Penn's buddy, Fidel:

Without any doubt, the president misinterpreted Raúl’s statement.

During the press conference and the final meetings of the Summit, Obama showed signs of smugness.

When he stated, responding to Jake, that today, 2004 seemed like eons ago, that was superficial.


Awaiting reaction from Communism's poster boy, Sean Penn!